Category Archives: Daily Writings

Letters to a God

Seek not the thoughts that would leave us in limbo
Nor the solemn disquiet that pulls us apart
The conscious mind knows not the path to follow
It is the unconscious that leads us to all that we love
All that we trust in this world, far above
It is not down below where we find the weak
Nor the ones that would lead us into way of harm
There is the reason we toil in sorrow
And there is the ruin, the terror, the answers we seek

Fear not the questions you would bring to a god
The power of reason has no earthly rival
Nor does it seek to succumb to one weakness
The weakness of thought in theological spiral

Far and forever in worlds led astray
Do the merry men pause in a battle of words
Debacles and torture for those that are clear
Of conscious, of calling, and all that deludes
Seek not the sullen, or manipulative tongues
That weave and wag as the moon in its hour
Nor taste of the fruit that the bards would deliver
There is harm in the tune, there are minds to pollute

Hope and Despair are cut from the same
From all earthly conclusions delivered to blame
We strive and we seek not solutions we need
Nor do we cut those that harbour and hoist
The mantle of messages, poisonous pain
To strive, to seek, to find not the answer
Nor the blood that we need for removal
A cancer
Conundrums of cause yet we cut not the cloth
That would blind us at every hour and vein

Oh why do the answers not come with a name

Wisdom for fools is what the book bends
And we are but ears to the men that would end
A blind man would seek to find vision at home
Not to fall far from the world he would blame
Nor to find fault in the words of a saint
We are what we are
He is what we ain’t

Deliver us from evil and all of its taint

Talk no more of a world and its cost
There is no saving grace for the ones that have lost
For the ones that cry wolf or eat from the fruits
Of evil men and trees of barren ash
We’ve come full circle and time has now swollen
As a tongue of a child, bit by false truths

Seize not the hour to fight for what is
Nor to find falsehood in all that you see
Strength is decay if you lack constitution
Derivative of death and a long lasting kiss
A touch of remorse in the morning that follows
A dawn of delusions and far removed thought
The conscious mind knows not the path
Nor is it hollow

All that we trusted in this world, and above
It is the unconscious that led us here

Not his love

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The Spinning Wheel

If all the world knew what it cost to keep us spinning
around the corners of last year and the roads ahead
what would they say if they knew the words I spoke?
or the time I needed
what would they use to tie the chords of my soul?
aside from that which carries me home, your thread
my ruse conceded
say no more to the time it took for me to write this
I come to you in hours dire
the world is shattered and my mouth is fire
my time has ended
my love
befriended
the stars I have sought in this life of mine
they faded years before
we are out of this world now
and out of time
the message you seek has found no meaning
it is just that, a message
death comes to all; it is beauty untold
fingers of fear fall from my lips
as I sing to you of a world I once knew
a world I once ventured to
oh if you only felt the pain I would swallow
and the time it took for my heart to catch up to you
if the gods could write poetry, their words would be familiar
they would write of your hair
your eyes
and the smile that cut the cosmos
to say you are a merely a woman would be a fallacy
but to say you are not the fairest
would be untrue

The Darkest Dawn

For the longest time, in this timeless life of mine
I have looked for the finer things
in life, in love, in all beyond
and for the longest time, I have found nothing
in love, in light, in all below
there is always music in between
always dreaming, for the dream
I search, I seek, I look within
but find nothing of value, for you my queen
for life is the dream we all left behind
we all dwell within the demented mind
delving deeper into a world we don’t understand
with words, without weight
lords that are late, for the ball, the band and beyond
we call, and we make excuses
for the ones we deem useless
defenseless and drowning in words that are easy
calm to the touch

For the longest time I have searched for a word
to describe the world inside
to find meaning as our minds collide
I don’t ask for much
only letters, and such, I am no angel
and you are no demon
but the world has come calling once more
through fires and failure, and through the windows we’ve watched
there is no peace
and there are no more summits left to reach
for the longest time you thought I searched for you
you were wrong, and I was too
synaesthesia breaks you down as I build myself up
into the clouds and the hells above
I’ve found the world I have been searching for
in the cupboard, down the stairs
down the gullet of a world that never cared
up the streets of Neverthere, Nevermore
emptiness breaks its back to hold my chair
I rock and reign as the music blares
bellowing sounds upon my heart, my chest
oh how you wish to hear the rest
to know the path I walk upon
to know the river as it runs
with red, and ash
down to the end for a broken black mass

for the longest time, and the longest run
I have wanted what I have become
no more lies to feed the flies
to feed our furies in disguise
I have watched, we have learnt
the hour is late and my work is done
the time is now
and now has come